Amor.

You could say this blog is alot on Love.
Well maybe it is.Writing on here makes me feel better.
Just gets it out in the open.
My life is amazing,I love it,the people that I have in my life are just amazing people.
But there is just one person missing.
The guy,I have felt something for,for a long time now.
We was friends,we spoke then one day I had a gathering at home.He came I was so happy about him being there.Then the best thing happened.He wanted to get with me.
I felt so special when our lips touched.
It felt like the whole world stopped.I forgot about everything in that time.
Inside I had betterflies,The kind of butterflies you get when your young and your waiting to meet santa for the first time.hehe.
Then after that night.We spoke online every night,I went out and saw him and he just walked straight past me,I can understand the first time seeing me and he does that.
But he blanked me everytime I was near him. It hurt so so much.
I was to embarressed to tell all this to my friends cause they might think I´m silly.
So I keept it all inside.After a few months he started to smile at me or wink if his frineds weren´t around.Then I hadn´t seen him for a few weeks cuase I was so busy with my exams and eveything,so I didn´t g out as much.I missed him so much,but everyday I would try to forget him.
Then just the other day I saw him,then he stared talking to me online.My heart stopped,I spoke to him he seemed really nice,more than normal.
Then I realized I really have not forgotten him.He will always be in my heart.
I really hope he feels then same or knows how I feel.
I just want to talk to him & get things out in the open.
People could say this is a crush.But I think its so much more.